“You know we miss you but as long as things go well for you out there and you are happy we can live with that.”

I would let you in, you are sin I miss your love, I do not let you in. you stopped helping me, you make me scream, you are my sin. My arms folded against you, my body pushed you out and away.

There is nothing here, in this place I will not let you in.  

No, I don’t know that you miss me I come to you, but I did not get in, I remind you of all that is wrong. You did not let me in. I know, I missed and bounced to a random place, I was blinded by blood tears.

Tell me I am not a sinner, tell me I can come in.